February 2012
4 posts
Someday this pain will be useful
January 2012
7 posts
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so here I’ll be everyday for how ever long it takes loving you.
Maybe one day you’ll come back to me or maybe one day I’ll finally find the one I’m meant to be with and feel so much more love then I could ever imagine.
But until that point, I’m rolling with the punches with you in mind.
what if you could see into the future, just a glimpse. Would you take it?
think of all the things you know now. Knowing what you know, would you change it?
a glimpse into the future you would know what to follow, and what to pursue, even if at the time it seemed crazy.
I find it so fascinating that everything you do in life, even the small stuff gives way to bigger things, you need to do this...
I saw a picture of a man sitting on the skytrain with flowers in his hand. Ever Monday he brings his wife flowers, he’s been doing this for 47 years.
It got me thinking, what happened? Where is that. people get hurt once and we shut down and put up a wall.
Don’t me wrong there are many lovely people in love, but in this day of age we are bombarded with pictures of great looking...
December 2011
8 posts
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what if he never loved me, and i just feel all this for nothing
dearest santa all I want is make up brushes, bras and undies and possibly clothes and maybe shoes.
so basically everything.
November 2011
18 posts
I would love to call you, talk to you, ask you how you are
I will bite my tongue and not do a thing. Because sweetheart, you put me through more pain they you will ever know.
One day you will know, one day we will see each other again
but until then…
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Sometimes, I feel like I get so lost in the world.
if I think of you, and never ever talking to you again, my head wants to blow. I go crazy with thoughts, its something I just can’t even comprehend.
Nothing feels right, no new guy will ever make me feel happy like you.
I just feel like a dumb idiot, because some days I feel like I’m living a lie
No-one really knows that I’m...
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“And it’s over,
And I’m goin’ under,
But I’m not...”
– Florence And The Machine
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it scared me
When you left.
You mean so much more to me then I thought. In such a short time, I became trapped up in your ways.
It was so fast
I never saw it coming.
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October 2011
9 posts
I miss you as a best friend. I miss talking to you.
I will always be a naive girl that would do anything for love just because I believe in it. Maybe its because I see good in you, or I’m just still blinded by you.
but I will not talk to you, I will leave you alone.
WHY DID I DO THAT, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!
I look like a stupid idiot. HE MAKES ME INSANE. I turn into a whiny bitch girl, that I hate.
Love makes you crazy, your never going to talk to me again are you?
Im fucking pissed
are you fucking kidding me, you fucking fuck.
oh I just casually found out you saw one of my friends before you started this little thing with me. It all makes sense because everytime you were brought up in conversation she was really quiet and never said anything. This makes me think that everything you ever said was a fucking lie, were you talking to her when we were...
Oct.10
The day I miss you more then anything. I feel weird, like living is just extremlly hard. Things that are usually easy are extremlly difficult. I don’t want to get out of bed.
Its raining, and dark, exactly how I feel. I need you, I can’t take the world without you. Feeling empty is apparent.
Do you still need me?
Please tell me we get back together, I want to marry you.
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Fuck
I’d probably be more happy if I got a good fuck.
September 2011
3 posts
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I missed all the signs One at a time You were ready What did I know Starting our lives Now my love, I’m ready to shine
I don’t even know what to say.
I’m hurt, just really hurt. I gave him everything and there’s nothing left inside me. I walk around like fucking zombie. I was getting better, and then something happens and I go back to square one. I step forward, then take three steps back. It doesn’t help when he randomly texts me every week. I love him, I still love him. I don’t...
August 2011
3 posts
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thank you life.
I’d Like to say that after all the shitty guys I’ve been through, I’ve finally found the one that is just great. No-one is perfect, he just fits so well. His personalty and the way he carries himself. I’ve never met a guy that’s tells me exactly how he feels, and is not scared to show me his emotions. I just appreciate him so much. The only part I’d change is...